18.08.13

Nice date for today , cause a lotss eight number thr :P
well , even i felt alone or lonely..
i will listen song..
relationship to me.. i dun knw hw to face it any more..
I'm very scared and afraid to get hurt anymore :)]

I think won't think that first..
Just be normal for relationship :D
how about friendship? lol..
I also easy get hurt from friendship..
but anyway i just be normal for everythings...

i needed find back before everytime i smile that me...
i will treasure everyone else :)
thankiewww god for blessed me alwys...

很久没写BLOG,发觉我好懒惰哦:P
还记得以前对Daven真的很疯狂，很怀念那时和他疯狂的日子
哈哈，算了　我们也彼此伤害过
而且，我还怀疑过他是否真的在外国　抱歉。。
这都只能藏在心里称为一段很美好的回忆:)
我的BLOG也写过很多人，不过来来去去都是Daven, Xiiao shenz
,jun kang, Panda..
有时候自己伤害过谁　到最后自己就会得到伤心:)
生活真的很RECYCLE的。。

以前的生活不管多好，都很幸福
daven给的感觉就很温馨一样也很浪漫
Xiiao shenz那个是自己暗恋不算呐
Jun kang是前几个星期分手　不过他总是做不到我想要得
Panda和我就像心事朋友一样:D

真多回忆。。可惜自己要把拍拖放一边了:)
我觉得我不适合拍拖，也许自己根本就不会,资格也没有吧:)
我没有把握，也许也害怕拍拖。
从这刻起，不管多寂寞都好我都要自己坚强。

朋友关系，我也搞不好。。
爱情关系，同样。。
完全不懂自己想怎样。。:)
是很多回忆，但都只能偶尔想...

Sometime felt myself so alone and lonely...
it feeling alwys stick with me... :)
I hope got one day ...
A guy will said to me :
Dont be sad anymore , dont be scare anymore
started from now i'm be with you , i knew you're alwys sad lonely ,alone..
but now u're not anymore.. Cause me will bring u to be happy alwys ..
Please giv me a chance and let me hold u to be happy.. would you ? ''

i very hoped one day someone said something like this and type long long to me
type a lots sweet words for me.. awwww that will be sweet ever :)
but only will happened in dream :)
tomorrow monday , open school day.. will be very scared tmr...
i hoped every thing will be fine...

Cause i'm feeling no one friend will accompanny me...
that feeling alwys to me ... hais..
i very stress.. i very dun knw what to do..
Well, i just knew I'm SINGLE now :)
Memories alwys the best to me :D

I will remember who treat me as good :D
Thanksss a lotsss.. :)

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