21.04.13 

Stay nights for yesterday's yesterday..

First time stay nights in Christian Funeral..

Popo you're really the best..

We will miss you and love you..

When you sleep in the car that moment..

Everybody tears was drop down..

All be touching...

We keep say joke and funny thing..

But actually all people was wanna crying..

We just keep making self to be happy and believe Popo is leaving us..

But.. it's true.. Popo is leaving us..We can't don't believe..

Our big family plan this year november something wanna going HongKong with Popo..

But scared her legs walk more and Popo old already will walk slow scared her..

But.. We all knew she know what we think about her..

So she goes first..

She really good and best Popo..Don't wanna us to worry she so much..

But all not good things she care it all by self...

In this time Popo pass away..My daddy say to me we must learn more how to Care

and learn more how to Forgive..I felt so honored Popo let my daddy learn more..

Yesterday Daddy say to me.. Remeber what you say Popo before?

I say yea.. i say Popo talk so much story..

Sorry Popo.. Now no more chance to listen your story any more..

In this time i learn how to Care.. Respect..and Forgive..

And i will stop thinking self alone..No friends..

Everything , Problems also got a way to solve it.. Just see how your self to solve..

Gambateh to self .. 

Hmmp.. Sometimes will feel no friends to chat with me and care me..

But i need to stop this thinking any more..

I know i less talking.. So no people was know what happen to me..

I will say out that mean's i love to share with you..

No one understand me... cause i hard to let people undestand :P

It's okay... just start from now learn more :D

It all won't be late :)

Today just keep sleeping..Say true really tired.. Yesterday 's not sleep enough..

Later night something going Grandmother's house eat her homemade rojak :)

And chat with her with my family :)

Hmmp.. now just doing face to the facebook and chatting felt boring life :D

Well , sometimes will think no people care me also..

But not evrybody was free to care , need to live by self :)

18.04.13 - 20.04.13 :) 

Long time didn't write this blog..
Every thing is happen when i'm not write in this blog..
Really..hard to accept.. Popo is pass away..
I'm less talking with her..
But felt so sad.. cause no more chance to chat to her any more..
I rmb mummy say to me..when i still small she dun want to care me..
Cause popo i clever and can care about self. :) 

Before haven't happen popo pass away this thing..
my daddy and mummy argue around 2 week no talking..
that moment i really scare my daddy and mummy will break..
i dun know want how to do.. i just keep worry in room and just keep crying..
I dun know how to be strong.. every time post at any where say be strong..
At last when i get problems , i can't control myself ..
The first thing i do when i get problems is my tears drop down..

When i get scold or any things..i just know my tears is the first drop down..
I think myself is simple to be touching..i hope i can change but.. i think need many years ?:) HAHAHA
Well, life is a lots troubles then only can learn it more and grow up more :D

Rest In Peace.